I don’t know why so many people want to be their own boss. If possible, I would prefer to be an employee. Just work, do my job and wait for payment salary by end of the month, and the cycle goes on.

Being a boss and business owner means, I can’t think of myself first. I have to think of how to get more sales, how to sustain the operation cost, and how to pay the suppliers, how much and when to collect from debtors and lastly, how to make the company grow. There are so many things to do and think about, I am getting tired in my first month!

This morning, I received a pretty bad news. It’s quite challenging to me as I can’t solve it and I’m not the one who caused it. It’s like I’m taking over the biz, with a shit in my plate and I have to swallow it. Sigh…how to swallow la…

Managing staffs is another issue too, and I still don’t have much time to blush my Thai. Communication problem is quite a big obstacle! Furthermore, I’m not sure if I should keep my old sales, and that needs a lot of planning.

So, my brain is fully utilized now. Very much utilized.

Can I just be a normal employee? It’s time to get the month salary this week and it’s time to spend. But wait, I’m not the employee, I might not get my salary!!!